Future recently graced the cover of Rolling Stone, and gave an in-depth interview where he candidly spoke about his ex-fiance, Ciara. I don’t know how Ci Ci is going to feel about the cover story, but to say the least, it was definitely informative.
Ciara is currently suing Future for $15 million for defamation. However, the “Dirty Sprite” rapper recently dropped his countersuit against her and wished her nothing but success, stating, “I can’t even think about it. I never imagined my life would be like that: ‘I’m going to sue you and take away from you.’ I don’t know how to deal with something like that. All I know is record, record, record, record.”
Future continued, “Her being successful, her being happy, helps me. I’m attached to you. If you’re happy, I’m happy. You’re connected for life. I don’t want you to go through this shit and for it to come back on my son, my kid. I want you to be in the best situation.”
As far as his failed engagement to Ciara, Future was frightened that his fans wouldn’t accept him, and that he would look “like a f*cking joke”. Future stated, “I was scared as sh*t. I was one step away from being married, and I feel like I failed publicly in relationships. Then you want to go back to doing music, to what you know. And if the people didn’t accept you again, the one thing you feel like you can fall back on, it walked away from you.”
“You feel like it’s over…I remember Esco going, ‘You need to spend time in the studio and get back to creating. Block all that shit out. You going through a lot right now. Turn that shit into music, or it’s gonna get the best of you.’ Because everything’s popping up in the media. Every day, it’s something. It was getting bigger than my music.”
In regards to the relationship between Russell Wilson and his son, “It’s something that’ll take more time for me. It ain’t even about [him] playing daddy. I don’t even want to think about it. That’s my son forever. My son is going to be able to read this. He’s going to be able to look at those pictures. He’s going to be able to have a judgment for himself, and have a conversation with me man-to-man. That’s my blood. He is me. I am him. We is one.”
The issue will hit stands next month.
